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Saturday, April 25, 2009

Cruel life

Nowadays, some of my friends are very important for me. I can't stay in my life without them. I can't go on everything without them. They're really important in my life.

Just a few days ago, we went to SPICY after school. She(AY) was so kind and help us paid the money. =D After that, we went back outside of our school. By standing there, I was shock to see that guy was going to the direction of SPICY! I felt very lucky that we came back to school earlier! Cause I totally scare to let them saw me. The reason is, my hair was really beh kua at that time. =] 10 minutes later, the car arrived. In the way back to home, AY called me , but I didn't take the phone. What she wanted to told me is she and YL went to SPICY again and they saw that guy inside SPICY!! OMG~ I really lucky right? Luckly we came out earlier~~~ XD

When I reached home, the girl(secret ppl) suddenly sms me and said something so baffling to me. I was shock! She still said what today was the last time we went for eat together but no next time. I don't know what she's saying, but she don't want to tell me what happened. She just said that maybe we're not friend anymore.

The next day(Thursday), we totally didn't talk for a whole day. I told this case to another friend, and she asked me a funny question: "Is she going to die?!! Why she said till like tomorrow is the end of world?!!" LOL! I really admired of her imagination ==| After school, I sms her, I said that I didn't take it real whatever she said yesterday. But she was cold reply : up to you! （随你的便！）I don't know what to do already, just to WAIT.

Friday, When art period, she came beside me and told me : "This gamb, I admit defeat. Take it as I lost." And so, we became normal relationship again. But, another trouble again, the girl who I say that she had a good imagination, suddenly don't talk to us! After the mathematics period, LM and AY said that they waited for the girl to go for recess, (I didn't wait cause I had a meeting that time) but the girl rejected them! Don't know what happened on her. Whole day again she didn't talk to us. I really hated this type of feeling and I was keep "Jumping" there. AY told me she got asked her what happened, she said she's angry but not angry us.

And so today, early in the morning, when she come in the class, I really hope that she will come and talk to me... But, she didn't. Until the recess time, LM asked her wanna go recess with us? She didn't answer but just shake her head. I felt disappointed again. The last period - Chemistry. We were going laboratory for doing experiments. And I was the same group with her. When experiments going on, I just keep looking they do it, but I didn't touch anything. 1 word, even 1 word also didn't chat.
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* Dear someone,
My heart can't separate to so many people...
And I am fair to every friend...
I care, I care and I care!
I care every friend okay?
Sometimes please think of me!
I just like the hamburger!
I don't know what should I do!
And how pressure am I between you all!

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♥ YY @ 4:00 PM